It’s a shame how people no longer write to one another so I will be consecutively to you my love:
I want so badly to tell you I love you, all the time, every second of every hour, every hour of every day. I want to be the one to love you forever, as though you are my other half and I would be yours. I would be able to call you my superman, my savior my everything. You would be considered my world and more than that beyond space and time. There would be no record of you throughout history, but mine and mine only. I would be the most important treasure trove to you as you are to me.
I would spend as much time as I could with you if eternity is not enough. I will love you regardless of your actions. I know you love me but I enjoy hearing you say it, it reminds me how lucky I am to be with you. Or the fact that I am fortunate enough to even whisper your name amongst the heavens and stars up above me.
You belong up there, such a saint at heart but masculine on the outside, as if I were much different than that. You love me for all I am, I may not see what you see in me but I pray to God that it is nothing but good. I want you to see me the way I see you, the way I value and idolize you. You are my inspiration in all I do. You are my motivation to strive for so much better. You are my life now and hopefully will be as long as I live. I want to be with you for the remainder of my life.
I hope you feel the same way, would you love me enough to get on one knee before me and profess your love to me. Would you grab my hand ever so slightly with the ring in your hand and slip it on as a sign of our love to one another and our commitment forever. Would you seize the opportunity to be with me for the rest of your life or completely ignore it? Would you be my one and only my last? If only I could say you were my first I wish you were. If I could redo my life you would be there first on my list. I love you so much with all my heart, my entire mind, all my body and all my soul.
If only it were real if only there would be someone I can call my real life Romeo, this would be my experience (hopefully); and he would love me for all I am but till then these are the words I shall leave behind.