I can trust you to catch me when I feel myself slipping from the world, when I feel on the edge of my seat, or the curb of a road. I didn't think I had the capability of falling in love, of even finding love, then I met you and you changed my world. I want to be a better person for you, and for our future, I want to learn how to love the way you love me. I want to be acceptable, then exceptional as a partner. When I dance, he will hold me close to him, if nessecary he would allow me to stand on his feet while he dances for me. He would lead me, when I would stumble he would follow, I know he would sweep me off my feet. i feel an inspiration to persue my interests, to continue to write, to sing till I am content and remain in the thought of a positive mentality. He is the voice I love to hear, his beautiful smile and he may be the love of my life. Let go, let me fly away, let me feel the happiness that I have so long so been missing. I want you there to hold me with your steady hands, to help me walk hand in hand, step by step. My heart fills with life, as my eyes drain from tears your so wonderful, so amazing, only something and someone I would have dreamt of. Never in my wildest imagination would I find you talking to me let alone saying "I love you".
Is this reality? All I can do is question this, how can it be real, how can he be real? It was as if he were a carchiture, he seemed to perfect to be something I could call mine? It was as if he stepped out from a dream, my fantasy novel that repeated in my head. He said everything I wanted to hear and more, but it felt different, it felt meaningful. You are meaningful, you actually care, I know you do. Your onlydesire or motivation rather would be to seek out my happiness. It is difficult to say that you are imperfect, imperfection would not be a word in my vocabulary when it would come to describing you. I may trembel at your touch, and melt into your arms with a kiss. So devine, you are so not me, perfect in every which way. It would be exilerating, our first date, this would be a chance for me to be reborn, I have been given another chance. A gateway to my happiness, a gateway to opportunities, a gateway to finding love. I am an ordinary girl, an average joe, I am nothing special. But he sees what I cannot see, and he makes me so happy, I feel beautiful with him, and he reminds me every day. He is a blessing, and people would say I am crazy, how could a guy like him love a girlo like me? How could my parents accept him? How could they reject him? He is part of my heart, it feels so right, like it was meant to be. I want to love him I want him to love me I want to make it work. No longer Me, Him, I she or he but WE, US.
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