The words he speaks are simple, some may say minimal, but I say just enough. He is not much of a speaker, nor who I thought I would see myself with. Complete Polar Opposites, Fear is within me. What if? Is such a scary phrase how about -It will be, It is, I am, He is. He is wonderful, he is handsome, he will like me. I am beautiful, I am unique, I am lovely. A little boost of confidence, I am worth it he is worth it. Differences, among two, bring us together? Is there something wrong with being weird, or not the norm, or it is insignificant. It is not up to us to decide whether we are worthy of each other's company, but we are all worthy of the human affection. I am not saying it is love, or that I am in love but I would like to think in the future I will be. Maybe this is a step in the right direction. Forget those who have wronged you, let go and let your gaurd down. Release your barriers let your heart pump and blood flow, I deserve happiness, and a chance at love. Even if it is not with him I will not have any regrets. I will be myself because thats all I can be and all I can offer. I take a step back to evaluate my past, I take another forward with this acceptance and another with alliviating my anxieties. Grant me release with two steps forward.